Tuesday, October 23, 2007 1:49 AM
a rather .. ______ day for me. and because of my limited vocabulary, i am unable to find a suitable word to describe today. so just fill in the blanks if you want yah? it's been such a day filled with joy .. and tears.
i was late in meeting
grace. i'm really sorry. :( and i'm glad you weren't upset with me. (: thankyouu. -smiles.
after which met
junhui and
keith for lunch. eden and jashawn were there as well. (: actually, i really feel that i have pretty good classmates. how fortunate of me. (:
organisational behaviour lecture .. is like as boring as princples of management lecture. =.=" i doubt i was paying any close attention, especially with a really screwed up sound system. x_x my heart almost burst i tell you. no choice, i listened to my music. (:
after which, met
mark,
claudine,
bee siang and
mervin to go for tprawks and otc interview. (: i think it went quite well; edwin interviewed mark, claudine, bee siang and myself. haha, and because we were his freshies, so he knows us quite well. i hope everything goes well. :D
after that i went for sociology lecture, in the same lecture theatre. =.= grace almost wanted to leave. hahaha, but i'm like so guai. xD but i tell you, sociology is like O_O, boring to the max.
thanks,
grace, for being there when i needed someone. (: although you sounded very distracted and everything.. haha. but i appreciate it. (:
hmm, i like
rahim alot on a random note. i feel that he cares for people, but in a very indirect and subtle way. which makes me think he's such a sweet guy. (:
stayed till pretty late then
joycelyn wanted to eat dinner. so i accompanied her. (: we went to macs @ bedok interchange and we talked quite abit. she's damn sweet. (:
then wanted to go off already. joycelyn wanted to send me home. but it was starting to rain, and it seems to be getting heavier. so i asked her to go home first. and then i was right on, it rained damn big after that. so big that i couldn't stay in the rain anymore and had to grab a cab. so stupid. the meter was still $2.50 when it got to my place. haha, excluding the midnight charges lah.. then the uncle only charged me $3. (: nice people like them makes me smile. (:
so i'm basically now all wet, typing this. i don't think i'm gonna bathe .. at most tomorrow fall sick. ^^ and i've got lesson @ 9am. x( sighs. i end school at 1pm! but i got dance at 6pm! still wondering how .. hmmm ..
next on will be some of the many things i've been feeling and thinking about today. if you think it's referring to you, then maybe it is. (:
i searched for a chance, a hope. to forgive you and to convince myself of the love you claim. yet i search in vain. hopes held so high, yet fell so bad. i feel so shattered, i'm lost without directions. i yearn to believe in all you've said, but teach me how now cause it seems to become more difficult each time i try. explain to me what actually happen, because i can't find any reasons to convince myself no matter how hard i tried. i tried so hard i cried.friends who don't say hi when they come, and don't say bye when they go. what kind of friends are they considered as? i don't know. it's nothing big, and maybe i'm just kicking up a fuss. but .. i don't know. can you tell me why it feels so awkward now?boo. i don't feel like saying anymore.. yup. got a few other random stuff, will be posted soon i hope. take cares people. <3
but the first thing you did was to blame me ..
